The other day I was struck with a string of questions. They didn’t necessarily emerge from any real, in-depth thought. Not things I’ve been ruminating on but they just came in a burst. A rather long one but what are you gonna do? Turn it off? Methinks not. So I put pen to paper and let it flow.
Here’s what came:
Why is it that some have such an issue with what I’ll call “just knowing” of the instant kind? We eat like instant oatmeal, instant communications, quick meals, quickies (oh, c’mon now!), and what not, right? So, why the particular issue w/ this thing called enlightenment? Is it because we’ve perceived it as something so special that it was attainable for only a few? Is it because it’s not understood so therefore it cannot be? Why is it, particularly in this age where instant gratification is sought, appreciated and expected does it seem so strange that one could see/know God, the Divine, the Essence, the Source, or themselves in one moment?
Why is it that this enlightenment or higher state of being is deemed inaccessible but for years of study or suffering, or so “special” that it can only be bestowed upon another by some Sri or Swami Justanothershmuckingituptananda?
Why is it that superfluous language is used to set us apart as some “thing” special–>particularly those of the persuasion that we’re not “just human”?
What if the whole point of this thing–this experience for which there really are no words really, truly is NOW? Not just the being present in the moment but NOW as in this life. Here. Now.
What if our soul didn’t come back time after time until we ‘got it right’?
What if this is ‘just right’? Just here, just now, this breath and this lifetime?
What if this is it?
What would that change for how you experienced life if you knew this life, this time was the ‘getting it right’? Or, that this time, this life–this time in life was ‘just right’? Just the way it is? That you are ‘just right’? The way you are?
Would it change your perception of past lives? St. Peter? Pearly Gates? After life as you believe it now?
What if we all really are “just human”? Ordinary, fleshy, brilliantly messed up humans with all the trimmings? What if the Ascended Masters, Saints Galore and the hosts of Angels we call upon aren’t ‘out there’ surrounding us invisibly to be channeled by ‘special’ people really aren’t? What if, because we are all connected, those qualities that we’ve projected upon these otherwise ordinary dead dudes (and dudettes) and imaginations really is simply within us all and ‘channeling’ Metratron (or whoever) is nothing more special than speaking Truth?
Would that change your perception of you? Your brilliant self? How you do your ‘spiritual’ business? How you see the psychic that does your readings? Your priest, padre, shaman, guru? Your neighbor? Would you write your own book? Would that change how you separate yourself from others? Would that change your sense of your own simple, extra-ordinariness?
What if this ‘spiritual’ stuff that we think of as outside of us really isn’t?
What if it is us? What if it is ‘just life’. Regular, everyday life? What if knowing this is enlightenment, being ‘awake’ and engaged?
And, what if it is available to you instantly? What if, in an instant, one breath, one sunrise, one ka-ping upside the head, one exhale you could really, truly experience the connection we have with all things, all people? Conscious of the connection with what we choose to call Divine? What if, in that instant you became Conscious and awoke to your own ridiculously fabulous, gloriously fucked up, magnificent, magical, amazing self? And knew you were ‘just right’ just the way you are? What if realizing yourself is just that simple?
What if those of us who happen to be here and now w/ these “Gifts” really aren’t all that special? What if we just happen to speak the same thing spoken by sages and mages since time began and more people can hear us now? What if none of us channel a damn thing that burbles out of our mouth? What if, because it is Truth that we ‘just know’ and that everyone can ‘just know’, it isn’t that special? What if that all we do is, well, do. And, what if, we realize that since we are all connected that we are responsible for more than just ourselves when we let things burble out of mouth?
What if you knew that in each breath, another was breathing with you? What if, for a moment or two a day, you realized there was another heart beating in time with yours?
What if that is the message and it’s that simple?
What if the simplicity is that we can all ‘just know’ God, ourselves, and our connections to each other in a moment and that is all that it is about? What if we can do it by just being here, in this lifetime, in this breath, now. Being just a ridiculously extra-ordinary human. By BE-ing. Period. No guru needed.